Saturday, September 12, 2020

I finally found my blog by accident. It has been a long time since I posted. A lot has happened. To catch up, my dad died Aug. 5, 2017. Bill was in the hospital on January 1, 2019. Somehow, I developed cellulitis in my left foot, and was almost ceptic when I went to the hospital a couple of days after hubby came home. I was in the hospital in my city and he went to the university hospital about 80 miles away. After we both got home, I was able to walk after 3 months, and drive the car. He had a TAVR in April and did well. At his week check up, the doctors said it was working perfectly. During those few weeks, I was able to take him for rides. We would drive to our river park, the historic section of town then home. He enjoyed our nightly rides. About a couple of weeks after, he fell while I had taken my daughter to the store. He would not go get checked out, and he had been through so much, I didn't have the heart to force him. He began having difficulty breathing. On May 29, 2019, he died in the bathroom. It was the most devasting day of my life. I miss him so much. His funeral was June 1, 2019, and my oldest daughter encouraged me to go to Myrtle Beach to stay with her. The first year, I had periods of deep depression. I panicked when I knew I was going to be alone. It took a year to finally say his name without breaking down. I have been able to listen to our CD. Hearing his voice comforts me. I always enjoyed hearing him sing. I finally can enjoy Myrtle Beach, and Covid-19 occurred. I spent all summer in quaranteen. I went to a beach house with my son for a couple of months. I enjoyed an ocean view. Two of my great-granddaughters stayed a couple of weeks. I went to the beach with them in April. I enjoyed my time at the ocean. On May 30, I came back to my daughter's house and began making masks. I made 127 of them. I have began playing piano at our church. The regular player had to take a medical leave. I feel as if I am in my element, but I won't mind when the regular player returns. I have been told it will be quite a while. So I think I have a few months of helping out. I am currently sewing aprons for Christmas presents. So I will be filling my days with sewing, and I listen to You Tube to learn Jazz rifts and styles. With visits from my great grandchildren, sewing, practicing music, my days will be full. For that I am grateful.

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